Teenage stories ;

✏ title: # 153♥ ; I'm left with an imperfect smile.
Posted on : Wednesday, September 1, 2010 @ 9:14 AM

♥ ; When i tell you I Love You, i really mean it.

;they call it the bow & arrow

What is done,it's finish.

No mood day ?

♥ Today mood is : FREAKING MAD AND SAD .

Whaddafark happened ?

i seriously need CHEER & CHILL pills .

where is XILAM,SHENGYANG,JINWIN, when i need you guys ?

Sometimes guys friends are way much better, they always can cheer you up ,

maybe girls are different ?

Okay,now skip those bullcraps bout my friends, especially ONE friend .

She only cares bout herself and that freaking 'him' .

i hate those friends,man. those with boyf .

they'll only 'pentingkan diri' and penting her boyf.

anyways , there's already something that i don't feel alright,

but i kept it in my heart, but i couldn't help myself edi ,

i don't know whaddahell happened to me.

WHY am i so sad and angry these days ? Maybe my 'friends' changed ?

I just realize i need FRIENDS than LOVE in my life .

what is wrong with me huh ?

farking emo these day, in school just pretend to laugh

when inside my heart there's a knife hanging around my heart

freaking pain, and kept thinking bout the guy i like .

GOSH, life is so farking hard to handle , complicated like shyte.

JACKSON TAN, what's your problem dude ?

i'm your PET SISTER for heaven's sake !

you say those hurtful stuffs to me, you think i'm happy is it ?

yeah,maybe you can resist it, but you been saying it to me every

time i just PERASAN a bit . DUDE, yeah. I'm VERY ugly.

I ADMIT that, i always say i'm cute and shytes to make PEOPLE LAUGH .

AND i DIDN'T MEAN IT AT ALL . I think i'm freaking FUGLY .

I NEVER ADMIT ANY OF THOSE CRAPS I TOLD YOU, i just want

you to laugh and giggle . i want to be a joker to my friends .

but what they do is farking take it serious and show me that LC face.

I JUST WANT TO MAKE ALL OF YOU LAUGH, is that hard ?

OHGAWD, i hope you guys don't FAKE it .

don't be such a plastic with the back of your neck saying "MADE IN MALAYSIA" .

JACKSON ! do you know it hurts ? you insulting me like SIAL .

I call you lengzai you say me ugly and all , i know i know .

THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH !

But i'm not ANGRY of you ANYMORE , cause i RETHINK .

WHATEVER LAH , i shouldn't be sensitive and shits bout this !

enough is enough for today, i'm not angry anymore .

But what hurts in my heart, will NEVER go away !

cause what's done is FINISH .

no turning back, i kept every word you said inside my heart .

Thanks BRIAN TAN KIAN HONG for telling me

to not get angry and sad bout this .

and thanks justin :3 i'm sorry for saying you're a bad friend :|

and THANKS ANGEL TAN :D and ELLY =)

Ahhhh, SHENG YANG. WHERE ARE YOU ? ):

I guess you really gone away like how i ask you to .

Sorry lahhhh ~~sweetheart~~ ):

weird o.o , anyways . I guess that's it .

Nobody can understand my feeling .

i just can't wait till holiday .

owhwatthefack,i haven't finish my sej folio :]

owhgodhelpme. i'm dead x_x i'll do it tomorrow ! ♥

i think gua ~ o.o

argh ! SHIT LAH, i'm so lazy -___- wtf .

and stupid KEEEWEEII ! Damn bad say my prof pic . UGHHHH. Like you so handsome lah.

*COUGHS LIKE SHIT* :P

anyways you see the pitcha up there ,

it's the SO CALLED BOW AND ARROW -.-

I didn't do the arrow :P

so it's the bow o.o weird much ? :P

TODAY GOT PJ ♥

Practice CHEERLEADING TIME ♥

STRETCH STRETCH STRETCH ! ♥

CAN'T BLOODY WAIT ♥ .

Owhlord,my pinafore damn long, wanna make it shorter >_> .

The longer it is,make my legs look fat O.O .

anyways,goodnights :]

Thanks XILAM♥, you're such a funny sweet guy i ever met . heh .LENGZAI LAH YOU (:

Hah, first time saying :P since he called me lenglui :P . BUT I'M SO NOT .

♥ anyways NAITE NAITE (:

♥ stop annoying me pwease .