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Jasminelee.`27031997.
`kpop addict.
`I heart Nichkhun Buck Horvejkul, Hwang Chansung, Ok Taecyeon. *they're mine. ;)
`I'm not a playgirl, i'm faithful to every guy i ever loved.
`I don't like to lie ; cause i'm not good in it.
'Obsessed with 2PM. ; Once a hottest, always a hottest babeyh! ♥ `My greatest enemies are hypocrites, liars, bitches & etc.
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✏ title : ♥ ; Babysteps.
Posted on : Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 6:29 AM
; i look evil in that pic o.O
♥ ; Why must i pretend to be happy when
inside my heart i'm crying badly?
Must i start my life all over again?
why after going to her party
all those problems goes to me?
i'm sorry for saying bad words,
but i have to,lose my anger.
i farking hate this.
i never ask boys for they're farking number,
i only ask the one's i know, my gosh.
i admit i USED to give some online guy my number,
just to re-contact with them, i was farking brainless.
i really HATE MYSELF.
Why must i exist in this world?
hah,pretending to smile when inside my heart farking hurts like
bloody hell?
i've been thru many hurting by many guys,
hah,even break up drama's.
But i will never turn back for neither one of them,
cause almost all of them are jerks,but there's
only one guy i like who is not a jerk,
which is someone else i used to like,
maybe cause i never told him i like him?
after one guy telling me
he likes me, i slowly like him back,
but what happens after that?
they're feelings come and go.
I can't control they're feelings
so i let his feelings go, if they want to.
i hate the pain i get,
i'm a farking ass.
i don't deserve liking anybody.
even "you",BTKH.
you're a really nice guy,
well if you really like me,
maybe you're reading this,
if you really like me,you will always
view my blog,i guess you don't do that,
i can't believe i call you to see my blog
and i can't believe i tell you
that i'm not gonna online for 3 days when you're
not even my boyf,why should i tell you all this?
i know it's plain stupid.
if you really like me,
you wouldn't ignore my messages ,
inbox messages,wall post.
But you did, oh well.
how the eff should i know
whether you really like me anot?
maybe you just don't want to hurt me so
you lied?
who wouldn't farking lie to a person
just to not hurt her/him deeply?
i would do the same as you.
but everything is in a mess,
i don't know what's right or wrong,
if i leave it, i'll still be the wrong one.
but i really really like you,BTKH.
i wish we could love each other
in our hearts :/
well,maybe you like someone else.
who knows? D:
Arghhh,i'm thinking too much.
thinking bout you today,makes me forget the whole sejarah
topic i learnt O:
homg. Anyways,
it's okay lah.
I'm still so confuse arghhh !
What happened to you lah Xian Yang?
So mean to me now D: haiz,
what happened to everybody lah?! Eshhh,
Sinkeong,thinks im annoying.
Nice, Xian yang too.
NICE NICE, who else?(:
I know you guys farking hate me.
Go on, i can't control you all.
I just don't know what to farking do now.
i farking hate myself.
I wanna change to a better person
for my schl,my friends.
but every time i changed,
surely one person will complain to me.
Wattafak weih.
Mygosh.
I don't always say F words,
but i don't know what i did to you all !
If you think i'm annoying,
you guys shouldn't have even bothered talking to me
at the first place,
noww? what it turn into?
i tried to fix things,but you guys seems to not
forgive me,especially Xian Yang,
i said sorry already,still like this?
i don't know what to do okay !
I wanna cry under my bed
until my heart is cure ,
all those tears stuck in my heart,
i feel so freaking upset and unhappy,
where's that old jasmine who
always laugh and giggles about anything?
but now she turned emo? I can't
take this anymore.
BaiBai. ): ♥
here's the song of the day.
i need to start everything again.
one two three.
` please forgive me
million sorries to SinKeong & Xian Yang,
and those others.
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